Thursday, February 15, 2007 ♥
Last footprint@6:07 PM
YUEMING ;D
14th February
It is valentines today – a day to be celebrated AT FIRST. But due to all these things, I really had no mood. There are really so many things happening, making me headache and even piss off. I really REGRETTED. REGRETTED SOOOO MUCH. Helping you all these, a wrong decision of mine. What should I do now? I really dun know.
In the morning, went to school with bestie as per normal. Went into school, gonna settle down so fast that I had hardly any time to talk to even a single person? Whatever. Morning assembly… lessons…. And FINALLY recess. I was damn hungry and that stupid English teacher released us a LATE RECESS AGAIN. So siandiaos lorhs. Every time got her period then late for 10 minutes lyk that already. Sian! i wanted to rush down for recess luh! I’m so hungry. Bestie and gina came to me. And told me that dannson wanna tio me. I really dun get it. What did I do? I did nothing at all I suppose? They said that I spreaded rumors about them. But I did nothing. And I was quite piss off as I’m being accused by them; DAMN IT. I went to the canteen looking for sook yee. The moment I saw her. All the anger came to me? It’s lyk I really detect it. Detect being accuse and all bah. I somehow scolded her quit loudly for accusing me and all larhs. Ya. She told me about things abt her and someone. BUT it doesn’t mean that it’s me who spread those things what. I didn’t even talk to anyone after I chatted with her on the fone. And quite angry with the other person. She is lyk 2 headed snake you know? She always the middle man. Telling lies and all. Different thing at a time. And I really dunnoe. Listening to them; makes me confused. I didn’t know who to listen to.
After recess, sook yee cried. Everyone looked at her. Pitying her I suppose? What do she mean in this way? Crying a way to slove the problem? AND ITS NOT. This make me believe gina instead. Cos if you cry, it means that you are guilty. Guilty that you actually did something wrong right? Never mind about this matter lerhx.
The rest of the lessons after recess were indeed boring. After school, went changing shirts and shoes. Preparing for training. Last training before exams and all lerhs. Must cherish. Got co derhs rehersal, but im not going. Lalas~ I hid. Rachel, daphne and me ate noodles in the canteen. People fan tong {good at eating rice} they tang {soup} tong {good at drinking soup} =XX they drank all the soup in the bowl sia. And it’s lykk so fast lorhs. Hahas. Late for training. Went to the hall. Only the badminton ppl. Then went to the volleyball court. Siandiaos. So hot sia. Dun lyk it. I hate outdoors. >.<>
Sarah, minghui, me, bestie, shah, shark, khari, futhur, dayang and her stead went 883 together. Minghui and sars walked together. Me and bestie. Shark, khari . dayang and her stead. Shah and futhur? Not walking together. LOL. Then when reaching the bb tea shop, shah asked us to go first and futhur nn bestie at the back. I knew that shah is up to something. Something up to good to futhur. Futhur like sakinah. And she like rooftop last time. They talked. Futhur wanna send her home but she rejected. Went to the busstop. Me and bestie chatted. I talked to her. Saying about lots of things. Her head was spinning cos she only had had milo and bb tea for the whole day and also the weather. I offered her food. But she declined. She didn’t want to eat anything and what to do? Haiis. I ke lian her bah. Hope that I could do sth. Praying hard enough that she could recover at that time. I also talked to her hw I felt about rooftop. I felt embarrassed. And I really had a feeling that they will stead. and I dunnoe. I dunnoe what to do. I’m confused. Not bcos that lyk rooftop or what. It’s becos of last time. YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPEN. We took 962, one big round. I thought about lots and lots of things. The things which happen on that day. I really cnt stand it. I went home. I burst out. I didn’t want to go to school the next day. I felt really stress and needed time to rest. but went school still. no mc. haiis. nvm. just hoping that i would have a better day tmr (:
P.S: thanks for the valentines chocolate! hees(:
♥ Loved, YUEMING (:
